ah. i was really angry.

now? i'm just tired. should i go back? if i don't, where else can i go? if i do, what does that say about me?

how long can i keep running? and how much more can i take? i'm so tired. i want to just give up.

what can i do? who can help me but myself? how long can i survive like this? survive what?

am i ready to face reality again?


Arghghghghhhhhhhhhhhhh............