you.
then why do i feel this loss? why can't i bear to leave? why can't i walk away from this pain? why do i keep on torturing myself? what is it that keeps me trapped? my own demons? my insanity? my love of self-inflicted pain?
why do the tears come only when i drink? why do these feelings only surface when i am intoxicated? are they real? or exaggerated?
why can't i deal with hurt? grief? why does it kill me every time?
what do i want? who should i be? who do i need to be? who can i be?
chemistry. once lost, can it be re-created from the elements?
trust. once broken, can it ever be rebuilt?
hurt. once inflicted, can it ever be forgiven?
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